Let's get this thread to a million pages!

[Mia]

When I look back at old JV through the archive, I think the people there were pretty wild. It made me realize I wasn't aware how vastly different everyone was back then. And then seeing some people coming back after years to apologize about what they did xD

I don't remember any specific instances though. Bygones will be bygones

There are so many things I regret saying back then, that no one on JV even remembers

[Mia]

It feels good to open up

[Mia]

I just hope I'm not burdening anyone with my issues.. >.<

[Mia]

But I should probably start getting ready for work

[Mia]

Oh gosh, I'm tearing up again.. I really don't know what I'd do without this place

[Silky Silver]

Or on another note, if I tell someone at work "Could you do it this way? It would make it easier on me"

I think this is a nice way to go about asking someone...  some people aren't aware of the little things, but I don't think they do it on purpose c:

If they don't, well, it was worth a shot🤷‍♀️

[Silky Silver]

Seeya Mia

[TRUC]

And I'm scared of competing and making someone upset

Never forget that even if you were to make someone upset, it's more about how you react when they tell you about it, and if they confront you poorly about something or never tell you you made them upset, then the fault is on them. It sounds a bit harsh said like this, but it's part of the game and society

Even when I'm spectating, I felt like I was making some people upset

Like I said above, if none of us in Gaudeo mentioned it, it's our fault. But I can guarantee no one took offense, even when one could say you got pretty rough about it. Personally I can get why you'd fear we wouldn't like that but it's a friendly game online after all. We can undertand it was in the heat of the moment and with good intentions for Silky

And something about me seeing you forced out of a competition due to a loophole

You're admitting it made you feel a certain way due to past stuff. I know when we came up with that strategy to win the challenge that it wasn't personal against Silky, or against GJM prior to that. We have nothing against those people, far from that, and you defending them and being vocal about it is commendable. Hate the game, not the players, as if it was the other way around I'm sure you'd think differently and it wouldn't bother any of us either (:

I just hope I'm not burdening anyone with my issues.. >.<

We're all here for each other eh, good day or bad day, and it always has been like this at the core of the village. Things looked different back then, of course, and we grew up since, but this forum has always been a great place to get validation, confort and advice, despite the usual internet stuff around

[TRUC]

And to be clear, I don't think you did anything wrong, except when you planned the whole thing ahead of the season by spamming a lot for years to make it seem like this was normal, and use this cover to infiltrate Survivor and have a major influence in that one challenge to save someone you lurred here and rig the results while the rest of us were clueless about your masterplan

That's also me making a big joke about it but I hope it puts a smile on your face when you see this, nothing about this whole situation has to be an emotional burden and I wish you can come to that conclusion (:

[Mia]

Oopsie :p

[Mia]

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[Mia]

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[Mia]

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[Mia]

spa 5

[Mia]

How many spas at work

[Mia]

I will never beat my record of 139

[Mia]

Lol