How are you feeling today?

[~JBG~]

I would like somebody to decide whether I really would like to suicide or not - I have been depressed these weeks, or months if worse so I have made people in TWOW Community, the Esolangs community, the CGCC Discord server, and many others uncomfortable.

Sucks to hear you've been having a rough time for the past while.

I understand how it is to feel this way and how difficult it can be but I think you should not make any rash decisions.

I'd recommend that you try to contact your national suicide prevention lifeline, you are in Japan if I recall correctly https://health.gaijinpot.com/suicide-prevention/

If you ever want to talk about it feel free to send me a private message.